28.10.11

lagi-_-

because she is beautiful, kind, and smart. that's why everybody loves her.
look at me, i'm not beautiful because i'm ugly. i'm not kind because i can't control my mind, and i'm not smart. because i could solve the problem by myself. i'm sorry to be myself. i'm sorry because i always make you dissapointed. and i'm so sorry can't be a good person for you mom dad and cg :') i'm sorry ica diyah, eits! and greenfly.

:(

can you see me? can you see that? mending gausah sakit kalo cuek mah. astagfirullah

17.10.11

cukup sudah

bener2 nyesel senyesel nyeselnya sama semua ini. bodoh banget sih jadi orang, gapernah sadar apa yang dipunya, gapernah ngerti apa mau orang, ga pernah punya perasaan yang baik dan ngebuka hati buat orang lain. buta banget sih jadi orang, selalu pengen bener, gapernah pikir dewasa. manusia macam apa gue?

sakit hati ini, karna diri sendiri yang tak pernah bisa berubah. gapernah tau, dan gapernah nyoba.
pengen sekali aja dibantuin tanpa ditipu. tapi semuanya tuh udah terlambat.

udah ajalah, aku cape jadi gadis. pengen berubah tapi susah. *bershowerlah

#np XO-IX - Cukuplah sudah

16.10.11

without you by 2 PM

I'm gonna get stronger

Geurae heyeojin gedeo joha eochapi eonjen gan neowa
Ireon iri isseosseul geogatae neon bun myeonghi iraesseul geogatae
Geureol ba eya charari jigeumin ge naji gipi sarang hage dwego naseo alji
Anheun geol da haengeuro saeng gakhae geuraeseo, I'm ok

Nae modeungeol akkim eobshi da jwosseo
Neoreul mideo giye nae modeun geol da jwosseo
Neon geugeol beoryeosseo, I gave you my everything
Geuraeseo ijen

I'm gonna be ok, gonna be ok, I'll be ok, gonna be ok
Baby without you, baby without you
Neo eobshi meojige, eobshi meojige, deo meojige, eobshi meojige
Ireonal geoya, without you, saragal geoya, without you

Listen, everything happens for a reason, everything happens for a reason
Dareun namjareun mannan geoneun ibeon han beonppun iraneun
Maldo andweneun mallo bonamana tanlo nal yaegi malgo geunyang doraseo
Naega neomu apeo neoreul boneunge geuman hago shipeo

Maeil maeil naneun sokgo isseosseo
Niga eotteon saraminji jocha mollasseo
Ijeneun arasseo neon sarangeul molla
Geuraeseo ijen

I'm gonna be ok, gonna be ok, I'll be ok, gonna be ok
Baby without you, baby without you
Neo eobshi meojige, eobshi meojige, deo meojige, eobshi meojige
Ireonal geoya, without you, saragal geoya, without you

Wae naege iraeni, why, daeche naege wae geuraeni make me cry
Uriga gajyeoteon geol da beoril jeongdoro gabeochi ineun iri eoteon geon mani
Uriga hamkke haeteon shigan deuri tto hamke halsu isseoteon shigan deuri
Ashipji do anhni neoneun sang gwan eopni jigeum neon, are you ok without me

I'm gonna be ok, gonna be ok, I'll be ok, gonna be ok
Baby without you, baby without you
Neo eobshi meojige, eobshi meojige, deo meojige, eobshi meojige
Ireonal geoya, without you, saragal geoya, without you



Hangulnya :
I'm gonna get stronger
그래 헤어진 게 더 좋아 어차피 언젠 간 너와
이런 일이 있었을 것 같애 넌 분명히 이랬을 것 같애
그럴 바에야 차라리 지금인 게 낫지 깊이 사랑하게 되고 나서 알지
않은 걸 다행으로 생각해 그래서 I'm ok
내 모든걸 아낌없이 다 줬어 너를 믿었기에 내 모든걸 다 줬어
넌 그걸 버렸어 I gave you my everything 그래서 이젠

I'm gonna be ok (Gonna be ok)
I'll be ok (Gonna be ok)
baby without you, baby without you
너 없이 멋지게 더 멋지게
일 어날 거야 (without u) 살아갈 거야 (without u)

Listen- everything happens for a reason, everything happens for a reason,
다른 남잘 만난 거는 이번 한 번뿐 이라는
말도 안 되는 말로 보나마나 탄로 날 얘기 말고 그냥 돌아서
내가 너무 아퍼 너를 보는 게 그만 하고 싶어
매 일매일 나는 속고 있었어, 네가 어떤 사람인지 조차 몰랐어
이제는 알았어 넌 사랑을 몰라 그래서 이젠

I'm gonna be ok (Gonna be ok)
I'll be ok (Gonna be ok)
baby without you, baby without you
너 없이 멋지게 더 멋지게
일어날 거야 (without u) 살아갈 거야 (without u)

왜 내게 이랬니 why? 대체 내게 왜 그랬니 made me cry
우리가 가졌던걸 다 버릴 정도로 값어치 있는 일이었던 건 맞니
우리가 함께했던 시간들이 또 함께 할 수 있었던 시간들이
아쉽지도 않니 너는 상관없니 지금 넌 Are you ok without me?

I'm gonna be ok (Gonna be ok)
I'll be ok (Gonna be ok)
baby without you, baby without you
너 없이 멋지게 더 멋지게
일어날 거야 (without u) 살아갈 거야 (without u)



Terjemahannya:
i'm gonna get stronger
right, it's better to be separated, anyways I knew at some point you and i
would have had this situtation, I definitely know you would have done this
instead of that it's better to be me right now
after I was in deep love I knew
I'm relieved I knew about this That's why I'm ok
I gave my all to you
I trusted you so I gave everything to you
You threw that away I gave you my everything that's why now...

I'm gonna be ok (Gonna be ok)
I'll be ok (Gonna be ok)
baby without you, baby without you
without u more cooler more cooler
I'll stand I'll live

Listen, everything happens for a reason, everything happens for a reason,
you said this was the first time meeting a different guy
that doesn't even make sense, obviously what you said is gonna be proved wrong, so just turn around
It really hurts me to see you, I want to stop
Everyday I was being tricked, I didn't know what kind of person you were
Now I know, you don't know love that's why now...

I'm gonna be ok (Gonna be ok)
I'll be ok (Gonna be ok)
baby without you, baby without you
without u more cooler more cooler
I'll stand I'll live

why did you do this to me why?
Seriously why did you do this to me made me cry
You threw away everything we posessed, was everything we did actually valuable?
the times we had together, the times we could've had together
aren't you even sad about it? do you not care? right now are you, are you ok without me?

I'm gonna be ok (Gonna be ok)
I'll be ok (Gonna be ok)
baby without you, baby without you
without u more cooler more cooler
I'll stand I'll live

14.10.11

starfish!

sudah hari ke lima. yaa, hari ini tepat 5 hari bersamanya, selalu.

pas dateng, dia selalu ke kelas. pas istirahat juga sama. pas pulang sekola juga samaaa :D

hahaha, aku seneng banget woy, bisa berduaan gitu sama dia haha.

pas senen, dia dateng ke kelas, terus kita ngobrol2 sama diyah dan abi <-- mereka baru jadian. terus sama ici, ica, rizka, della, hilda. nah pas itu kan kita mau solat, kita bareng pasangan masing2 (eeh--_--)

aku <-> aafi
diyah <-> abi
ica <-> agi (sebenernya sih, mereka ga ada apa2an, tp gitu deh hahaha)

abistu kita solat jama'ah di masjid, abi diyah dluan ke kelas, terus agi ica masih ngobrol di tangga sambil pake spatu.
aku sama aafi, juga beda lagi. aku kan gapake sepatu. jadinya mau langsung kekelas, tapi lewat kaca bolong yang langsung nyambung ke kelas ku.
pas aku masuk ke kaca bolong, aafi ikut2an. terus kita sempet debat map ijo gitu deh. abistu, kita keluar kelasnya berduaan barengan.

pas keluar kelas, ada yang nyeletuk "wah gadis sm aafi berduaan dr kelaas, ngapain tuh" intinya gitu deh... terus, si nurul juga parah banget, ngomong gini, "sampe gespernya gadis lepas pula" -_-" etdah yak

terus hari selasa aku ngerjain peta kontur sambil di temenin aafi juga pas plg sklh haha. tp aku ngmg sesuatu yg buat aafi bahas mulu, maaf yaa aafi :(

pas hari ketigaa, LO TAUGA SIH HARI ITU HARI APAAN?
iyaaa itu hari aku sama aafi MENSIVAN ke 7 BULAN WOY! 7 bulan bayangin aaargh :*
yaah pokonya kemaren rabu itu mensivan paling berati biarpun gabisa pulang bareng ~(^,^~)
hahaha

hari ke empat itu berati kemaren yaa?

kemaren, aku sama diaaa foto bareeeng dong ahahaha, seru lho, kita kmrn main bareng ber2 an pokonya gitu deh. terus pulang bareng ke maesnya juga. hehe ^^;;;

dan hari ini hari kelima, kita berduaan lho sebangku lho, terus kita DEKET BANGET LHO, terus aku juga di suapin somay lhooo~ wkwk.

terus aku sama aafi ditimpuk sama hakim yuda pake penghapus, gara2 kedeketan-_- pdhal kan lagi ngomongin hape-_____- haha


aku gatau kenapa mau ngeposting ini, males tauga sebenernya. canda fi, haha, taugaa? aku kan nulis ini, supaya bisa di kenang gitu lhoo-_-

udah yaa, udah malem. mau bobo-_- *LOVEYOU AAFI KU :*

di podium, di fotoin abi, 13/10/11

abis ngoprek2 tas depan aafi ketemu nama dada yg belom dijait, difoto deh 13/10/11
dikertas buku gadis, versi Gadis love Aafi

keterangannya sama kayak diatas, versi Aafi love Gadis

nilai-_-

mau posting ini takut ga enak sama guru. tapi maaf yaa bu/pak. saya hanya sekedar bercerita.

jadi gini, sejak saya naik ke kelas 9 smp, saya bukannya malah rajin/mengerti pelajaran, tapi malah kepaksa 'rajin' dan kepaksa 'ngerti'. tau apa yang nyebabin semua ini?

ini semua karna tuntutan NILAI tauga sih? yang dibutuhin tuh nilai, bukan ilmunya yang di dapet.
tiap hari, gada libur dari tugas. tauu aku tau, aku udah kelas 9. tapi, kapan sih pak/bu? kita di kasih kelonggaran buat belajar bener-bener?

kelonggaran buat ga ngerjain tugas powerpoint yang aku bilang terlalu lebay, yaiyalah lebay. emangnya, kita ngerti kalo ga dijelasin? emangnya, kita yg ngerjain bakal tau apa isi materinya? emangnya bakal kita baca? kayak gatau kita aja, paling copast dari google abistu di simpulin sama di edit powerpint. -___- cape taugasih? argh.. bosen ginii mulu.

sekian. maaf kalo frontal.

12.10.11

121011♥

happy mensiv aafi sayaaang. lo tau setiap hari, setiap bulan, gua cuma ngitung tanggal 12. cuma tanggal 12 yang gua suka, gua bangga banggain, dan paling gua tunggu tunggu. awkawk.
mau tau gaa? setiap tanggal 12 aku masih inget kesan kesannya. mau tauga apaan?

1bulanan: kita rayain satu bulanan kita dalam perjalanan ke jogja karna study tour. banyak banget hal yg gua gabisa lupain slama kita berdua disana. mulai dari hifivean (ups), foto bareng di ketep pass tapi fotonya ilang, kita foto2 di madu kismo, kita ke keraton, kita aaaah!! kesenengan aku nulisnya-_-

2 bulanan: aku sama kamu ngerayainnya di sekolah pas hari kamis pake baju seragam batik terus kita foto2 sekelas. terus kita foto berduaaa juga deh. ahahaha :D

3 bulanan: mungkin ini mensivaan yang eergh. soalnya kitanya lagi mau ulangan umum. jadinya kita sama sama fokus belajar.

4 bulanan: hari itu pas banget sama hari kita pertama masuk maes, jadinyaa kan abis libur panjang gaketemu aafi akukan bersemangat banget haha-_-

5 bulanan: 4 hari setelah 5 bulanan, you took me home :)

6 bulanan: 10 hari setelah 6 bulanan. kita makan bareng dan aku dibayarin lhoo~ pada iri yaa pasti? ya yalah, siapa sih yang ga iri?-_-

7 bulanan: hari ini, dari pertama mau brngkat sekolah udah di kasih selamet sama adek, terus di jalan menuju sekolah udah di sms aafi pagi pagi (bikin semangat), terus pas sampe sekolah widia sama aulia heboh bangeeeeet ngucapin happy mensivnyaa. aku langsung di serbu se seantaro sekolah di mintaiin pm(lebay) terus aafi sesuatu banget ngasi sms happy mensivnyaa lhoo~ pokoknyaaa gue seneng banget. gua tau gua gaje tp gua seneng banget gaboong.

LOVE YOU MUHAMMAD AAFI LISTIAWAN. you are my everything to me :)